JUST A LITTLE THANKS!

I just wanted thank you all so much for your uplifting comments and thank you for understanding that I needed to figure out how I really feel! When Kyle and I talked about what the doctor had said to me and what was going to be happening he looked at me and said didn't we already know you had endometriosis and I will tell you what I told him, we have been told by so many doctors that they were pretty sure I have endometriosis, but we never did anything about it we just went on with our lives, now its a reality, its there and its not going to be going away, every time before we have a child we will be doing this surgery and shots all over again until my uterus and ovaries can't take it any longer. As I have been home for a week now and had some alone time to think and as I have had Kyle and my family there by my side telling me no matter what we will figure things out and it will all work out, I am ok, I will still have my days where I will get frustrated but I'm ok. I think I am just scared but if I am scared I can't have faith and I need my faith! so on the 20Th I will say my prayer take a deep breath and go in for my surgery and have Faith that this is going to work out and I will be able to be painless for a year and I can't tell you how excited I am for that! But thank you all for understanding and for all your advice it really does help to know that you all are listening and are willing to help! Thanks :)